Hello

Hello friends,

Hope you've been well?  I've been okay but for a few things.  Had to leave the blog thing for a while whilst doing my finals for the year.  I've done well but give all the glory to God.  I just didn't think I had it in me to be so academically able. I was always the dumb one.  At least that's how I was made to feel.  Now I come top of the class!  At uni.  Only God can do that!!!  Been suffering from bad sciatica and back pain.  My doctor insists I need weight loss surgery to correct this.  He thinks if I lose weight I will be okay. I'm healthy otherwise. I'm so torn.  I don't like or believe in weight loss surgery but the pain is unbearable for walking and I find myself having to make a decision.  I find it funny though that the NHS is willing to throw thousands of pounds for surgery at me instead of helping me with gym costs and protein, veg and fruit which will help me lose the weight.  It's crazy! 

I'm going to pray about it but I'm reaching out to ask you.  What would you do?  I've been comfortable as a plus size girl.  I have the body of my grandmother and her sisters.  I am traditionally built.  Now I must face making a decision which is risky surgery and becoming a new person.  I don't want to lose my plus size friends. :(  But my health is sort of making that decision for me.

If you pray, please pray for me.  To make the right decision and also that the surgery if I must have it goes without a hitch.

Lotsa Luv,

RayRay xx